I came so close....

Been a while, yeah? I'll just give you a summary of what all has happened between last time I posted and now.

Saturday- I slept in really late and then went to the auction which is a fundraiser for my school and it was super fun and before it actually started (I was volunteering beforehand) I went off with Quin and Carmen and smoked and we were so high but the lighting at the auction was mostly candles so nobody noticed except when my friends asked me why I was shaking and I told them I had drank an energy drink. Or made them think that. Then me and Cindy called the ginger and bitched her out over the phone because she wasn't doing anything for our school project, which was due that day. And is now very late and not even complete.

Sunday- I didn't do much at all during the day, but at night Carmen asked me out :) I said yes, of course. I love her! :D

I didn't do much the rest of the week.... Today was our last day of academics in school and yesterday was our last A day and so we watched LOTR in history class and it was so much fun and I'm really really REALLY going to miss this place, but I think going to the school I am going to is right for me even though people keep trying to talk me out of it... whatever though.

UM.

I had a lot more to say but I completely forgot about it.

so here's a song for you :)
It describes how I feel perfectly and I think the person it is for will know it....

IT WOULDN'T LOAD THE VIDEO!
here are the lyrics :)
Tear up the photographs
But yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness
Just can't leave lonely alone
Every day, every day, hey hey
This second-chancin's really getting me down
You give and taking everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone
Don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I'd fall a thousand times
Before I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey hey
Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling
we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

Tell me with so many out there
Why I always turn to you
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

All I ever wanted-Kelly Clarkson

I am leaving now.
I LOVE YOU!
ittyK