I am in such a bad mood right now.
Me and Pat talked today and he asked me if we were still together and I said no. Three hours later I see him with another chick. Ok, I'll admit I knew he just wanted to get in my pants and he didn't really care about me and he was probably cheating on me the whole fucking time but you know what? I didn't give a fuck and I told everybody I had a reason-any reason-to be with him but I didn't. Hell, I even lied to myself. He didn't have to go and fucking flaunt it in my face that I'm so easily replaced. I already fucking knew that.
And also Anton totally betrayed me. I told him something I had told only one person. I tol dhim how scared I was and I told him how stupid I was and how much I really truly do regret it, and what does he do? He flips a bitch at me and tells me how stupid I am. I ALREADY FUCKING KNEW THAT! I told him to fuck off.
I know I'm stupid
I know I'm hurting you
I know I'm hurting myself
STOP TELLING ME!
Quit making it sound like I don't have a fucking heart.
Jesus. I'm so pissed right now. I want to kill someone. I'm probably going to end up breaking down later.
(An extra note to Anton-fuck you.)