day 9

Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart
1. be a dork
2. be funny
3. be unashamed
4. accept my help
5. and help me in return
6. keep my secrets
7. trust me
8. support me
9. don't lie about big things
10. love me for who I am

eat cake
and fly
ittyK

:)

Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs
1. Aftermath, Adam Lambert
2. Behind these hazel eyes, Kelly Clarkson
3. Anything Coldplay
4. If only, some ausie band I can't remember the name of
5. Hurt, Johnny Cash cover by Nine Inch Nails
6. Lullaby, extended version, The Cure
7. Anything Duran Duran
8. I am so sad. I am so very very sad, Crash and the Boys XD
9. The Reason, Hoobastank
10. love the way you lie, Rhianna and Eminem

Brandon is in New York. He comes back on Tuesday. I miss him. :(

Now I must do my biology paper, because I did it last night THEN I FUCKING LOST IT!!!!!!! GROWLLL!!!!!!!!! It took me THREE HOURS and was SIX FUCKING PAGES LONG!!!! then boom! gone! GRRRRRRRR...........

so eat cake
and fly
and don't lose your IRSEs
ittyK

So hungry!

Day 7: 10 important people
1. Alex L.
2. Gala Marie
3. Daisy
4. My mother, even thought she's sometimes a bitch
5. My poodle baby. Yes, he is a person.
6. Ashleigh
7. Cindy
8. Sydnie
9. ....Someone whose name I shant put cuz then people would think I'm weird ^^;
10. Tawni

AAH! Brandon is out of town till tuesday. Sad panda!

I really hate individual study... and today it's long block. FML! haha

soo... I have nothing to say.

eat cake.
fly.
ittyK

Aah...

Oh man. So much has happened. But first!

Day 6:10 items you can't live without
1. My cell phone
2. My computer
3. My radio
4. ipod
5. water
6. air
7. foods
8. painkillers
9. Anime
10. Manga

SO! stuff that has happened....

Last night I talked to Mara and I told her everything about Scott/Brandon and she said it was okay with her and so now I'm with Scott/Brandon. Who are the same person, by the way. He just has two names he goes by. And he's super cute.

So, I have nothing more to say. I think. Cause I'm fucking tired. Cause I stayed up till 3 and got up at fucking 5.
anrgy face.

so eat cake
and fly
ittyK

lists

Day 5: 10 wishes
1. That I still knew you
2. That I wasn't such a... bleh
3. That you would stop killing yourself
4. That she had told me sooner
5. That I had some fucking weed
6. That I wasn't sicky :(
7. That I knew what to do
8. That you give up
9. That I didn't have biology... or that my biology homework was done
10. That I could listen to music right now

So, lots have happened.

1. I thought Mara was going to break up with me
2. She didn't
3. Then she did
4. I was actually pretty okay with it
5. I ate a bunch of ice cream anyways
6. Then I ate chocolate
7. Then I took a bath
8. Then I went on Facebook
9. I started chatting with Scott
10. He told me he likes me and
11. I really like him but
12. Because of obvious reasons, I don't want to be in a relationship right now
13. I told him this
14. He was cool with it
15. Today has been kinda awkward.
16. I'm kinda confused.

BLEH! aaaaah haha

so I think what I'm gonna do is wait a while, maybe a few weeks and then talk to Mara. Cuz for some reason I feel really guilty about this whole thing even though it isn't my fault.

So eat cake
and fly
ittyK

Thirty things

....cuz I missed two days.

Day 2: 10 things you love
1.Mara!
2.My friends
3. strawberries!
4. My poodle baby
5. Weed...
6. computers
7. music
8. Adam Lambert <3 <3 <3
9. Realms of Inquiry
10. Anime and manga

Day 3: 10 things you hate
1. Overly negative
2. overly optimistic people
3. the 'Twilight' series
4. Most country music
5. Most rap music
6. Time
7. Emotions
8. That people need to sleep
9. Raw onions
10. Math class

Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person
1. I love you
2. I miss you
3. I still have your bra :)
4. You still have my hat :P
5. I wish you weren't growing so distant
6. I wish you had never changed schools
7. I'm still jealous of you :)
8. I would still give my life for you
9. I was going to call you the other night but I thought I'd just be bugging you
10. You have no idea how many times you've changed my mind about suicide without even realizing it.

AAH! haha

now I'm really sad. :( but that's okay.

So, I thought Mara was going to break up with me yesterday, but today she told me she wasn't so now I'm a happy camper again. :D

hehe he's a spaz.

now I must go.... possibly to work? possibly. Probably not, though.

eat cake
fly
ittyK

Oops :)

I didn't post today or yesterday because I was out of town, and now I have no time. Sad face!

So I will post tomorrow with those things I missed and such. happy face!

eat cake!
fly!
ittyK