And she said stop.
And he didn’t listen.
And she cried.
And he didn’t care.
And she fought.
And he fought harder.
And she died.
And he buried her.
And she’s gone.
And he pretended to care.
And she knows.
And he doesn’t.
And she can’t forgive him.
And he won’t let her.
Because she said stop.
Because he didn’t listen.
Because it all ended wrong.

When I can tell you are upset and not telling me why it hurts
When you are crying inside, but won’t let me in it hurts.
When you are drowning but you won’t grab the lifeline I throw it hurts.
When I see you falling but you won’t hold on it hurts.
When we are one but you are another it hurts.
When your world burns and you keep throwing oil it hurts.
When you can’t breathe and won’t let me touch you it hurts.
When you hold my heart in your hands and don’t even realize it hurts.
When I mean nothing to you it hurts.
When you ignore me it hurts.
When you lie it hurts.
When you don’t care it hurts.
When I know it makes you happy it hurts.
When I know it makes you happy it’s okay.

All I have
Are memories
And they
Make reality
Hurt
Even more

You wondered
Why
I cut
I do
Because
In the end
Nobody
Deserves happiness
Nobody
Is good
Enough

These scars
Show
Me
What
I am
What
I’ve become
What
I’m loosing
Which
Is
Everything

I don’t
Deserve
Any
Of this
And it will
Go away
Because
I need it to

Memories
Are all
I have
Because
Reality
Hurts
Too much

Eat cake.
fly.