Good bye, 2010!

And hello 2011! haha i'm SO ready for this year to be over. Although, it's not like it'll change much. but whatever. I'm fine with that. So, I only have one resolution set so far. It's to remain single. 'cuz relationships are just not going to be to great in my current state of mind. I'm deciding on whether my other resolution should be to continue my current mindset and not trust anybody, or to try to trust people again. Methinks I will just see how things go when I return to school on the third--too soon!

So, the night before last I snuck out at 1:00am ish and walked to liberty park, where I met up with Bri and we smoked and it was really nice. I am so happy about all this snow we're getting, too!

I'm thinking in January I'm going to do a 'song of the day' thing on this blog and so I'll try to post one each day. I'm probably going to be passed out almost all of tomorrow (or doing homework. Joy...) so, here's the first one :)

This song is for Anton, Elsa, Daisy, Sydnie and Lizzy.



Lyrics:
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
<3

Day after Christmas

I hate Christmas. SO fucking MUCH. haha it's a terrible holiday. :)

Hmmm... But I did get some lovely gifts! Like a sparkly hat! And a German Rossetta Stone (I haven't started learning it yet. I'm probably going to wait until Summer when I actually have time.) AND I GOT TICKETS TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIIIIIIIIVE IN APRIL!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywho... Anton is coming into town in two days! And Imma see my ElsaBear on the Second! :) And I'm going up to the cabin with Annie and family for New Years. Which should be fun. :)

Ummm.... That's it? I dunno. sure. Good bye!
Eat you some cake!
and flyyy!!!
ittyK
:D

Pictures :)

Don't ever go away. I'd miss you too damn much.

Lovely!

That's how my life is right now. I'm happier than I've been in SUCH a long time. Funny, even though I have no texting and my home internet connection has been cut, I am in an amazingly amazing mood.
Anton and I started talking again kind of. I know it's not going to be as good as before, but it was nice to be able to carry out a semi-normal conversation with him.

((random thought: Bobby just walked by and he smells like cigarettes, which is a smell I have come to love, even though cigarettes themselves taste na-asty))

I'm hella relapsing today. I got so fucking high with Bri, Sarahi, Jack, Jade and Desi. I love 'em all. Except Desi. he pisses me off.
But I shotgunned a few times with Jack (Where the guy takes a hit then passes it to the girl mouth-to-mouth) and then he kept bugging me to make out with him and I kept refusing until Sarahi offered me the rest of her bud to do it so I did and then we smoked the rest then we ran around downtown and it was hella fun but then I got home and ate a shit ton and then showered (which is super intense to do while high) and then finshed watching Kekaishi (totally recommend! If you're in to Anime...)and then I completely crashed without doing any homework. Oops! Oh well.

WOAH! it's already fourth period. Today's going by hella fast! Add another 50 to my happy points! heehee!

And that's what's up in my fabulous life :)
So, eat cake!
And fly!!! ^^
ittyK
<3
:)

Coldplay

I really love Coldplay. Lots. They are quite fabulous. :)

So, I'm reading BlackCat right now (the manga) and Basically this super rich chick bought a T-Rex. I wish I could get one. That'd be super sick. :)

Um... Yes. Things have happened. But I'm so tired and my brain isn't working so I don't know what to say. Let's see...

I don't really like Jake anymore, nor do I like Jack and Ashleigh is being a bitch and... yeah. Karina is kinda annoying me. But that's okay. :)

I got my phone taken away from me. Because I'm a super nice daughter.

And I am not at all a whore. Just saying.

Like I said, my brain isn't working so I apologize for having such a shitty post today. I may or may not post a better one soonly? We shall see.

So eat lots of cake.
And fly!
ittyK
<3

Anata ga inai to iyaiyatte iru wagamama

I don't ever want to let you go. I'm selfish like that.

So I finally started writing/drawing my manga I've had in my head for forever. I'm happy! haha except I fail at drawing manga style so it sucks. Oh well! haha

So stuff has been happening. :)

First off, I really started liking Jack and I'm pretty sure he likes me too but then I started talking and getting to know Jake and I really like him and he told me he likes me too BUT I'm really scared of opening up to people now because of.. past events but I really opened up last night and I finally told someone everything about certain relationships and certain people and it was really scary but now I feel really safe with him which also scares me because people have a habit of leaving me so I don't want new people who can hurt me that way and this is all one really big run on sentence and I'm a grammar freak most of the time so I'm going to end it now. Anyways! We ended up playing around a bit last night and then I kinda freaked out and left... haha 'cuz I'm a freak. >.<

So that's my life, I guess.

Oh yeah! I really hate most of the people at City Academy except, like, Ashleigh and Karina and Brianna and Jake and Jack.
And I'm a super nice daughter.
The other night my mother was talking to me and it was bugging me so I told her to shush and she started yelling at me so I told her if she doesn't like me telling her that she should just not talk to me. I'm nice to her, aren't I?

Anyways, now I really am done.
So eat lots of cake!
And fly!!!
ittyK
<3