I have never felt so selfish in my whole life. I'm sorry for being depressed and for cutting and starving myself and wanting to die. I'm sorry for feeling I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry I thought I was the victim. I'm sorry I'm stupid and mean and shallow and every disgusting thing even though I have absolutely no reason to be that way. I have been given everything I could want, but I've been too stupid to see. I will try to be happy now. And if I can't, I won't show my pain. Because I have no right to be sad when I have so much.