But it's okay.
Fuck me, my life has been insane!
I've broken a heart, I've talked my friend out of suicide, I've gotten high quite a few times, I've been to a few concerts, I've got a kind-of girlfriend, I've been backwards and upside down and I've cried myself to sleep and I've been in such a good mood that NOTHING can bring me down and everything has been screwed up and messed up and fucked up and high up and given up and fucking awesome and just... woah.
I have a Tumblr now, which I am using quite a bit more often than blogger. So, if you don't already, follow me. I like having followers. YAY! :)
So, right now I'm trying to ignore the fact that Sage looks like he wants to cry whenever he sees me, the fact that my honeybee is locked up somewhere and she can only write letters to communicate, the fact that Sarahi is upset (even though I really should be trying to help her) and everything and I'm trying to keep my happiness going for as long as I can. Because fucking Friday..... Was insane. And SO MUCH FUN! It was fabulously fabulous. Awesomely amazingly incredibly PERFECT in every fucking way EVER!
God.... I get ridiculously giddy when I just think about it. It involved a half hour of a mediocre band, a half hour of Neon Trees, and fucking two hours of My Chemical Romance and then two hours of cuddling with a GORGEOUS girl and then an hour of Dennys at two in the morning. IT WAS SO MUCH FUCKING FUN!
So, next week I get surgery and I'll be stuck in bed for, like, a week. Which will suck until Cheyenne, the most gorgeous girl EVER visits me =] I'm excited for that. =]
Now I am done being a spaz.
So good bye.